I have been ruminating on exactly how to write this blog post for a month now. Actually, if I’m honest I’ve been trying to figure this out for a couple of years, I only recently truly accepted this post is something that needs to be done for me to be able to move forward.
The problem has been, I am the living embodiment of a contradiction. I am desperate to share everything I’ve been facing over the past few years and why I disappeared from friends, triathlon, and life in general in many ways. However, I’m not really the “sharing” type. Sure I like to talk about myself, most of us do. But for the majority it is usually just superficial Facebook/Instagram type stuff. “Look at how great everything is… and while you’re at it here’s a pic of my dinner and my dog”.